So looking back on the past, it's a hard thing to do on certain aspects. In the past Ten years of my life I have grown so much. I have learned to appreciate many things that life has thrown at me. Let's start with the people in my life. Just like everybody else, I thought that the friends I made in high school would be my friend's forever!! WOW was I wrong. Let's see I talk to two of them which I just recently started hanging out with them. I guess when you start to grow up thing's and people change. But that's not always a bad thing. You learn to walk in your own shoe's instead of walking in a pack with your friend's. You learn your own boundaries, goal's, morale's and most of all you start to learn who you are.
As the path of life widens you get to start making more choice's for yourself. Which by this point we all know isn't always so fun. You get to make new friend's choose who you hang out with. What time you get to go to bed, what your going to eat, where your going to work and how to keep a straight head in it all. Picking your friend's is most important. Because true friendship is hard to come by. When you find it hold on to it tight. For many year's I thought I had the greatest friend ever. I would have done anything for this person. But as life has it, it's time to move on. Life threw us both curve ball's and we failed to swing at any of them. So Eleven years of my life I have put into this friendship, just for it to blow away in the wind!!! When you can quote your "Best friend" I use that term loosely saying that they HATE YOU, and you are the biggest bitch. I think it is safe to say it's time to just stop fighting and let go. It's funny though how you think someone is your friend, than you find a true friend and realize that what you thought was true wasn't anything at all.
I've come to term's that life doesn't always happen the way you expect it to. However you have every right to choose how you act when the moment approaches you. The Best of Time's is NOW. Look at what life has to offer you. Don't worry about the things or people you have lost for it happens for a reason. If they can not accept you for who you are than you have no room in your life for them. But don't change for anybody just be you. If at the end of the day they hate you for that than by god almighty they DO NOT LOVE YOU or RESPECT YOU. So kick them to the curb!!!!!
